Hey @mCharger,
reading your posting reminds me so much of me way back before I became a coder.
I have no idea if it would have been possible, but seeing as how difficult it was to jump-start the love for writing into a need strong enough to drive me forward let me tell you that you never should stop writing!
Anyhow way back then I loved writing Sci-Fi short stories, but also school work texts were in themselves interesting as writing projects of course. While pursuing my career I forgot about the joys of writing, but now I am rediscovering them and interestingly this forum helped me by a great amount, for example with this thread The creative process looked at emotionally - Tips needed
But of course also with the Writer’s Workshop, which has been a great competition for writing fan-fiction about StoneHearth by the marvelous @SteveAdamo.
So believe it or not, you are not alone with that urge!
To find even more crazies that want to put words on pages you should check out NaNoWriMo.
In retrospective I might have tried to not forget how much fun writing is - keep that fire going and get ever more ambitious!