Ok guys, I never thought of myself doing this, but here I am.
about 6 or 7 years ago I met a girl ( I was 11 or 12), she was 11)
I fell in love with her over the course of a year.
Her family was having issues and they were hauled up in a campground until her dad had employment (My family went to the campground for outings, that is how I met her)
It started out with me meeting her sister at the playground, eventually i found out where their campsite was etc. And I met the girl there (I will not say her name for anonymity reasons)
we were instant friends.
we started hanging out whenever I was at the campground.
I fell in love with her…
I knew she liked me back.
( i was not on the internet at all at this time, so I had no Facebook,myspace, or cell phone)
We would go on golf cart rides, watch movies, swim play at the playground etc. (at each others campsites, when I was there) go on private walks together through the woods, talk about our feelings etc.
eventually though, it had to end. I found that she was moving to Mississippi, (her dad had found a job there). And I was leaving (I would never see her again) before I left I ran to find her. We talked for awhile said our goodbyes… (and i was going to kiss her (I really wanted to kiss her), but I chickened out) and my parents called me.And off I ran to my parents car, (a few minutes later I freaked out, but it was too late)
I never saw her again.
And ever since then, I think of her all the time (well alot of the time)
I eventually forgot about her, lived my life, started college.
Now I think I really liek somebody else, but whenever I think of this person, teh girl from my past is always there, now I can’t stop thinking of EITHER of them.
What should I do. /:
I loved her so much…
I love this other girl so much…
How can I get the girl from my childhood out of my head.